Love? Yeah, right.....

This is an old conversation that's been talked about since forever. I just thought I should bring it up!!

I've never had any success in this field, whatsoever. I've been interested in girls since Kindergarten, okay? I can remember the name of every girl that I've ever liked. I remember what they looked like, and how they treated me. I am not/wasn't dumb. I could tell that nobody liked me. Those certain girls were no different. It seems like every time I like someone, they don't like me back. I can remember a couple of times when a girl started to like me after I had already given up. (When I give up, that means that it's totally and completely over). It pretty much sucked.

There are still the occasional few girls that attract my attention. I'll make it short by saying that it never works out. Then again, I'm not much to look at; so I understand why. I'm not sure what I'm looking for, though. I'm not sixteen, so I can't date yet. I just think that it would would be nice if a girl I like liked me back. I know. Pretty dumb, huh?

Then there are the people who I like as friends, but they like me more than that. I found out that it kinda ruins relationships. I also found out that it's pretty embarrassing for both people.

I love my family. I love them unconditionally. Meaning I can be angry at them, or vice-versa, and we'll still love each other, no matter what.

I love my friends. I love them in the way that I want to help them. Not like family, exactly, but almost, sorta, kinda close.

I love my neighbors. I love them in a way that I want to help them, too. In a more respectful and helpful way, I suppose.

I love the little guy. For hanging in there, and sticking to it. For taking advice and help. For letting me be his friend.

I love the quiet. For the way they think and accept. I empathize with them, and I know how to help them.

I love the un-popular. For being realistic, and smart. For being above the "populars" in a way that the "populars" will never understand.

I love the friendless. For being reasonable and accepting me as their friend.

I love my enemy. I can only think of one person of whom I could call that. I love him because I forgive him and feel sorry for him.

I love you. For reading this dumb blog, and bearing with me--no matter how dumb and retarded I am and can be!!

Those are just a few different kinds love in my life. That's not what I wanted to talk about, but that's what came out; so deal with it. So to sum it up: I love my family and friends, and everybody else out there, too!! I have also noticed that a love life for me isn't happening any time soon.....kinda depressing.....oh well!! That's not what matters!!!! I can think, I can understand, I can make you smile, I can talk, I can walk, I can see, I can dance, I can sing, I can eat, I can sleep, I can stand, I can run, I can breath, I can laugh, I can cry--but I don't, and most importantly; I AM ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!